Have you ever felt

that unrelenting feeling

of longing for sparkle

A persistent wish

And a continuous recalling

Of how things could have been

If only you weren't so desperate

Or that game of 'what ifs'

Such things have been

Perplexing this head lately

I’m not sure but

I feel as though like

Sulking at my helplessness

In this twisted labyrinth of a life

That I've created way back

When I was young and stupid.

If only you knew how cynical I am

Right now at everything...

posted by m35b @ Sunday, August 05, 2007